ELLO!!!!!

yea these sunglasses came from a little hole in the wall called round robin. and round robin is pretty much a thrift store. yea yea yea go start your judging. but no seriously i loveeee thrift stores i have so much fun when i shop from them.

one of my favorite birds yea i know weird but uhhhh its me nothing else could fit any better. this was actually tooken at the beach it may be winter but umm i live in florida and we dont have winter here.soo yea i love this picture also because it kinda looks like a dove in my perspectives. tell me what you think. :D

well sometimes i just wish i could be a white crayon so i wouldnt be used ae much.

have you ever noticed how things in black and white come out so much more fantastic then in color. im still trying to figure out why that is.....this picture makes is a place where i go that i dont want anyone else to know about. i found this place when i was running away from it all before. only my best frand in the whole world TROY knows where this is and we go there together alot i took this picture today when i was there writing in my journal. i didnt put my self in the picture because like i said it came out better in black and whit and by itself.

first of all i love this oufit . >.<
my face would ruin this outfit becasue im starting to believe al lthe people who call me fake and ugly. yea i know its stupid but if you lived with it as long as i have you would understand i wish i could just go change my whole body but i cant cause i was born with my looks and i guess i have to die with them to right.i have been used and abused im im tired of it. my parents are really not there for me i get yelled at for not telling them anything but when i try to tell them stuff about what happens to me i get told shut up i dont want to hear all of that drama. well its not drama it stuff that is happening to me not them so i give up with them. only people i can really tell are people who actually bother or care to listen to my "drama". but you know its whatever. i guess im going to live up to my dreams. i cant wait till im older and get out of this house. my career in being a photographer is going really well and splended. i cant wait untill i can actually travel to the extreme im counting on my self to make it all work.